:: BGR ::
I seem to b hearing the same case scenario over and over. and i'm curious as to how many versions of advice/answers there can be. Come on everyone & anyone, flood my comments! Lemme do a study of human behaviour for the thing called LOVE.
"Boy and girl haf been tgt for years.. they've gone thru a lot to find the stability they now have in their r'ship. However, it didn't come easy.. it was thru countless quarrels and many sleepless nights tt they resolved the differences between them. and a couple of break ups too. The quarrels have strained the r'ship so bad that even tho Boy and Girl do love each other, a lot of things haf just become numb. They quarrel less now cuz Boy dun wanna quarrel anymore. He will give in to her even tho it makes him unhappy. All the things that used to mean so much to Boy, now jus doesn't anymore cuz Girl doesn't like to be grilled abt the nitty-gritty details. Boy used to do everything his way in the r'ship. But now, he knos tt if he doesn't start doing it her way, the r'ship will die in a matter of time. So even tho the r'ship is smoothsailing on the outside, Boy is truly unhappy on the inside. But he jus wants Girl to be happy.
Boy forces himself to b disinterested in the things tt r gg on in Girl's life, so tt when he finds out abt things tt Girl doesn't tell him, he wun hurt so bad. Day by day, Boy starts to realli become disinterested in Girl's life. He doesn't question her on where she goes or what she does. He doesn't get angry if he finds out things tt Girl hasn't been sharing with him but with her friends and family. It used to bother Boy so much tt Girl spends so much time at work, now Boy spends his time and concentration on his work too.
Angel was a fren Boy met before he met Girl. But angel had a bf then when Boy fell in love with her. So Boy forced himself to distant from her and eventually met Girl. Few years later, he met Angel again. This time, Angel is single and has fallen in love with Boy. They hit it off realli well and just when Boy is tired of pretending to be happy with Girl and how she wants to run the r'ship, Girl is showing positive vibes abt the r'ship. She starts to spend more time with Boy, give in more to Boy and even rejects her friends' offers to go out. Instead, she spends her weekends with Boy.
Angel knos tt Boy has a gf and she does not want to spoil things for Boy. But everytime Angel sees Boy, she can't help but light up with a smile in her eyes and allow herself to enjoy the company of Boy.
Boy found out from frens tt Angel liked Boy years ago when they met, but as she was attached, she did not want to complicate things. This time round, the tables were turned.. and there was nothing anyone could do abt the situation.
Angel will be gg away for work in a few months time, but will return in 2 years. Boy knows tt if it doesn't happen this time, it wud not happen 2 years later. But Boy is also aware tt what is gg on between him and Girl is part and parcel of being in a r'ship. tt all r'ships haf the same problems. Or do they? Wud it be better with someone else? But Boy is already so used to being with Girl.. wud he be able to go into a new r'ship is give his all again without holding back for fear of hurt?
Question is, wat wud u do if u were Boy?"
:: thankew my lucky stars, whoever you are! ::
omg.
i am so swamped at work.
but.
I AM SO HAPPY!
i have finally found my direction in life and a focus in my miserably short attention span.
1st time ever, it felt good to take my mind off my bf for a while. a very long while. (as long as i am at work!)
and i realised.. so tt is not wat life is all about. he is not the only thing tt keeps me happy. how could tt ever be?
i jus can't believe how lucky i am to haf landed myself in this job. i must haf been blessed by a million lucky stars in a lifetime..!
:: great job! ::
i have started work for exactly one week now. it's only the 1st week and this is the only time i managed to squeeze out of my schedule to type a quick entry since, i'm sure some are curious to know how my work is gg.
i have been kept so occupied tt for the 1st time in my life of work, i didn't even feel like sleeping! i didn't even haf the time to think "maybe later i shud..." it was like, one after the another and one after the other and yet another one after the other. they jus kept coming!
ironic thing is, i am loving the pace of work here. i am also loving the nature of the work here. i am highly exposed to the mechanics of advertising and am so intrigued and excited abt doing it myself.
the reason why i've been kept so occupied is also becuz i've been asking for a lot of work apart from those given to me. i want to be able to get on track quickly so tt i can add value to my team. and of cuz, actually kno wat i am doing on a day to day basis.
i stunned myself last night and this morning when i was showering. i actually thot abt work. this NEVER happened in my life. and every day passes so quickly now, i am actually happy. and i haf nv been more glad to work late.. cuz i get to finish my work!
i think i've found a new direction in my life.. and i might actually get there.. the career woman i secretly wish to be..
wat do u kno, i love my job!
:: 我们怎么了 ::
落泪以前再看一眼你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
你的笑脸还在胸前晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕血
如果我们继续向前走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
明明从前连真挚都很甜美
现在怎会说句话就能肿一边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
:: Love Ain't Here Anymore ::
Baby, don't you want me to go
So honey, why don't you beg me to stay
For love, and talk the way we used to talk
Till we both know what we've lost
Never say the words we did before
Till it was over
Love ain't here anymore
No no, love ain't here anymore
It's gone away, to a town called yesterday
Love ain't here anymore
Listen, oh listen, I don't wanna let go
So maybe, we can change the way we feel
For love, and open up the way we did before
Now is the right time
And I'm sure you'd never say the words you did
When it was over
Love ain't here anymore
No no, love ain't here anymore
It's gone away, to a town called yesterday
Love don't live here anymore
And when I find a place for me to keep my sweet love
Then I will leave it there forever more, yeah
And when I find someone to share I'll never give up
I will hold and believe that this life leads to more
Love ain't here anymore
Love ain't here anymore
It's gone away, it's gone away, to a town called yesterday
Don't you beg me to stay, no no no
:: i'm happy ::
someone once told me tt if u repeated something multiple times consecutively, it would eventually become true.
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how come i am still unhappy?
:: 离人节 ::
在我们的故事写下结局前
请你聆听最后尾奏的音乐
幸福渐远
心跳渐弱
回音在休止符后停留了好久
当每一个当下变成过去后
自由也许是离人们的折磨
在狂欢时寂寞
从绝望里复活
才明白爱会随时间逐渐成熟
从那一天
原谅你的瞬间
我不过情人节
我和未来不再相恋
爱断了线
于是我每天都过想你的离人节
不再见面
不代表我不再对你想念
你是曾经的永远
会永远在我身边
从那一天
放开你的瞬间
我不过情人节
除非未来还会出现
爱断了线
我如何能不再过想你的离人节
希望这是
最后一次向最爱说再见
也希望下个永远
会永远在我身边
:: 弃权 ::
很疲倦
在留与离开之间周旋
慌到没有知觉
你只想爱我几天几夜
我天真以为
能几年几月
掉进一个谎言
手不肯放
就会整个沦陷
很危险
怎么能爱得那么卑微
等着被你忽略
害怕得眼泪流一整夜
但你的安慰
却只给一点
应该怎么摆脱
爱情的包围
让我往后退
对你的热情你的虚伪再也不眷恋
我试着判断试着习惯被爱的盲点
完全弃权
不让你分配快乐伤悲
放弃为你再生别用等待来熬夜
放弃配合你要个情节做个心虚的演员
爱你的泪明天会不见
春天应该不远
爱上你对不对
不再奢望哪天会又见
爱你时常蒙眼
眼看着你出去游戏人间
只任自己
埋怨
后悔
:: yes yes! i will work for you! ::
i've signed the appointment letter!! probably the happiest thing i've done in the last month!
this company gives me a positive vibe. according to my bf, every time when i start a new job, i say the same thing. BUT. this time this company realli gives me a different kind of vibe. it makes me wanna quickly start working and absorb what they have to teach me like a sponge!
1st of all, this is the 1st company who has been so eager to have me on board. they haf been extremely efficient in getting the contract/appointment letter out that even i felt it was a lil too eager. but it feels good to b wanted! plus, the organisation culture is so warm. the director and the managing director haf been so sweet and family-like to me. best of all, they r so informal with their subordinates it jus makes me feel so comfortable.
i had such a pleasant shock when my MD went thru the contract with me today. they r giving me 15 days of annual leave for starters (which means there's more to come!) and being a US firm, we r closed for the entire season of Christmas! our PH are also similar to that of the US calendar as well as that of Singapore's! (which means i get to enjoy both the PH of US and Singapore!) AND WAT'S MORE, we get a day off on our birthdays too! and all that is on top of the 15 day annual leave! i was simply so overwhelmed at the whole package that for the whole of today, i cudn't stop smiling!
i nv thot i wud say this but.. i can't wait to start work!
:: i did it again ::
it never ends, does it?
