Monday, August 22, 2005

:: my box of chocolates is e sweetest! mm..! ::

i am starting to feel e stability tt i've alwaes yearned for settling into my life.. & it's a f**king gd feeling! i feel on top of e world and as if everything i want is within my control!! I AM POWERFUL!! Muahaha.. muahahaaha~~!!!

*clears throat*
ok seriously now.. it's helpful tt i kno i haf secured a job even b4 i graduate.. cuz tt way, i am moving forward with a direction and not wandering aimlessly. who doesn't like to kno where the road is leading them? yes i like surprises but i guess this jus dun fit into the form of a surprise!

my sweetie and i.. i mus say we r getting on jus fine. e relationship seems to have overcome all turbulances and it's finally starting to stabilize now.. and e best thing is tt.. e other day Guy A msged me.. i wud say.. i shud b happy to receive such a heart-warming msg from him cuz "i've alwaes loved him.. from then till now". but guess wat.. when i saw tt msg.. i was not e least bit happy.. in fact i felt a bit turned off.. & tt i missed dear terribly.. tt was when i knew tt dear has taken over his place completely.. all 100%. =) i dare say i have totally gotten over *him* and there is no one in this world who can replace my baby dear. & with each passing day.. i look forward to e chapter of my life where dear and i have our home, our own lives tgt.. and finally, our own kids.. my life.. is realli like a box of chocolates.. except i kno wat i'm gonna get. & i realli realli can't wait 2 eat it. =)

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