Tuesday, May 17, 2005

:: where is my bed of roses ::

i dare say i'm quite a positive person. no matter how bad things get in my life, i cry over it and pick up myself quickly after tt. after all, it's your own choice to be happy or sad and either way, the world will continue to revolve whether u like it or not. so y not choose to be happy?? if u think abt it, happiness realli is a choice, your choice.

so dun blame anyone if u r unhappy or upset abt anything. it's all in your mentality. it's all up to u how u wanna deal with it. if u stay happy most of e time, chances r, u will truly b happy. if u whine and lament abt ur life day in and day out, not only will u bcome a bitter person, ppl ard u might start to shun u and realli, who can u blame?

lately, i've been wrongly accused of someone's unhappiness. it is clear tt this person chooses to live in misery and yet e person blames me for it. i dun understand y i hafta b held responsible for e person's sufferings, it's so unfair. worst of all, e person's accusations r on baseless grounds. and it is apparent to me tt e situation is not as bad as e person made it out to be. argh. well, it's not gg to affect me. i am staying happy. =)

suddenly in e mood for apologies. feel like i owe quite a many of u apologies. 1stly, sorry 2 my baby dear.. i kno i've thrown some unreasonable tantrums lately.. i am truly sorry abt it.. something's up with me and i can't quite put my finger on it. u've been so tolerant with me and i realli thank you 4 tt. *muacks* 2ndly, sorry 2 my frens for leaving them out of my life. well, i understand u guys realli care 4 me but.. some things will take a bit of time b4 they can b revealed 2 u.. so.. i'm sorry but i promise i will make it up 2 u guys. *hugs* 3rdly, wanna say sorry 2 my mom.. i kno u r having a hard time but it isn't easy for all of us either. sorry tt u haf to go thru all e things u had to.. i want to help, realli.. i promise things will get better for us.. ok? *smiles* lastly, sorry 2 e anonymous.. i hope u didn't think i was leading u on cuz tt's e last of my intentions. i realli hope u'll b able to get on with ur life doing all e things tt makes u happy. being e positive person u r, i kno u will. all e best..!

there's so much in this world for us to b thankful for.. we shud live each day like it's our last.. positive or negative statement, up to u to decide. cheers, everyone!

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