:: My Drama-Rama Mind ::

:: it's e company, not e activity ::

has anyone ever realised it's e company u r with tt matters and not e things u do tgt? i can b doing something i totally hate but b happy at e same time cuz i'm with e one i love. (refer to soccer. haha..) and when i hafta go out with ppl i dun realli feel comfortable with, i make sure we r doing quality activities. (refer to ktv, movies, dinner.. erm.. things i like. haha...) with frens and all, i can sit down somewhere totally boring, not doing anything, but b happily slacking. dun think u can do tt with an acquaintance rite? well, i can't.

so well, for e 1st time in my life, i actually had fun spring cleaning over e weekend. tired ya but, satisfied. haha.. e floor is so clean it's slippery and it kinda squeaks. haha.. how does tt sound huh! i'm starting to understand wat e simple joys in life are. i'm kinda old to only discover now.. but it's a sad revealation for me too. i only understood it when i experienced it.. with my bf's family. ok some ppl r thinking now, "aiya u jus trying to get close to ur bf's family" or "u jus trying to please ur bf rite.." well, i dunno how to say this but it realli isn't any of e above.. it's more like i nv felt this way about my family. my family is a.. mm.. quite an independent one. meaning we are all quite independent of each other and not inter-denpendent. i mean, it's good and it's bad.. but it kinda takes away e family togetherness and that joy a family should have.. but i also understand tt every family is different and i should not compare. Well, i am still thankful tt at least i have a family to fall back on when i feel lost and alone.. even tho it's not openly expressed at home, i kno we r care very much for each other deep down. =) but we do have weird ways of expressing tt affection too. =P

posted by Mrs. Lee @ 2:27 PM