Sunday, July 24, 2005

:: hi uncle, FYI, it was out of formalities, not love ::

once again, i was at a near death situation with my relationship.. and once again, we pulled it back in time. sometimes love and hate is just a thin line away.. u need to recollect urself, think it over word for word, line by line to determine wat the f*ck jus happened. it's sad cuz my bf and i r both the rash and stubborn kind. he ends up giving in to me most of the time cuz i guess i am more stubborn than he is. and also cuz he is more matured than me and knows better than to throw tantrums. but each time we go thru an episode like tt, it stengthens our relationship and makes me realise more.. like how much my bf means to me and me to him. my bf is the most patient person when he is with me. he has the most generous and giving heart when he is with me. he is the most rational and intelligent guy when he is with me. he is also the person who loves me the most in the world, i am certain of that. i can get thrashed at work, get shit from my folks, and get stepped all over by the harsh things in life.. but when he comes to jus sit quietly and hold my hand, my world is lit up and i see light at the end of the tunnel. yup, it is tt amazing..

so maybe not all rich guys are nice like those tt i currently kno. some r still childish and self-centred despite being near 30 yrs of age. and maybe complacent too. guy A has jus came into my life and i guess it is quite flattering for me cuz he was trying so hard to get my number to ask me out. but he was jus too shallow for me, not tt i was interested in e 1st place. upon hearing tt i was attached, he got all defensive to say he wasn't looking for a gf, and tt he was jus bored. *duh..* honestly speaking, i'm not exactly interested either, was jus being polite by giving him my number. thank u very much...!

so guy A is officially e 2nd uncle who has tried to ask me out. meaning he is a relative of mine.. o man.. complicating ties.. complicating relationships.. i'm happy with mine.. stay out, everyone! muackz, dear!

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