:: My Drama-Rama Mind ::

:: how to fall in love..?? ::

falling in love.. is supposed to happen naturally, unintentionally.. exactly e reason why it is termed "falling" in love.. u dun plan to take a fall, do u?

but realli.. do u hafta to fall in love naturally?? like, u can't plan for it?? if tt does happen to u, i guess u're lucky. cuz in my opinion, there's alwaes some planning involved.. like u plan where to go so tt u can see *her*, or u plan wat to wear so u can attract *her*.. all these are forms of planning! to lead things to happen.. so in such cases, it ain't tt unintentional after all..!

haf been asked to play matchmaking AGAIN despite many refusals & disinterest in doing so.. nothing "pantang" abt it.. jus tt i'm realli bad at coordinating 2 groups of frens at one time.. & i'm also afraid of dealing with "wrong matches".. like wat if they didn't get along? or if someone said something tt offends e other? or if one of them feels uncomfortable with e other..? i feel tt e responsibility is on me tt they both haf a gd time tgt since i introduced them. i dun wanna b e one in e awkward position!!! i kno.. it sounds a bit selfish.. cuz wat if i was depriving 2 very interesting (& maybe prospective couple) ppl a chance of meeting??

and then, there's also another concern.. wat if they didn't like how each other looked..? like the girl thinks the guy can't dress for nuts & the guy thinks the girl has got thunder thighs so on.. o man.. somehow the stress falls bac on me!! if only ppl weren't so appearance-conscious, it wud make my job a lot easier.. but hell, i kno tt everyone has their own standards when it comes to appearance.. including myself.. so.. hai.. guess there's no choice la.. i can only leave it to fate!

so.. at this point, i haf decided to matchmake my fren with my bf's fren. honestly? i think my bf's fren is a great guy. he may be falling short in some areas pertaining to appearance but it's not like my fren is perfect either. However, he is a guy with a great sense of humour & also an attentive & sweet guy. my fren.. i wud say she'll b lucky to hav him cuz.. she doesn't haf e greatest traits & is not e easiest person to get along with altho she has a pure & simple mind. o no.. i am hesitating abt matchmaking them again!!! ok i'm jus gonna get this over & done with. arrange for their 1st meeting & i'm thru. period!

posted by Mrs. Lee @ 9:45 AM