Wednesday, September 07, 2005

:: Long Live My Girls! ::

Love. this one word makes my world go round.. merrily! w/o it i won't b wat i am today. I have love given to me in every direction.. i have my family, my friends, love of my schoolmates & love from my dearest one. & also love from my past loves.. where's e love, u were saying? It's everywhere..

i am not someone who is easily touched.. however, love amongst frens & sacrifices for love touches me unfailingly. sometimes e mere sight of my secondary sch mates gushing like teenagers can put me into tears.. cuz it reminds me of how we were like bac in sch & only 13 yrs old & now tt we're 23. we're still as tight as ever & it realli warms my heart.. the love i have for my frens surpasses the love for myself sometimes. i strongly believe tt w/o them, i wun b who i am today & they have moulded my character over the years.. (tt's y i'm so spoilt & unreasonable cuz they haf spoilt me rotten) & i feel tt i owe them many thank yous & sorrys for all tt i have done right & wrong thru-out our friendship. i guess i can only sum my emotions up with one sentence: I love u, gals..!

mellie-poo: u & i, we had a strange friendship. it was filled with love & hate & we nv knew where we stood in each other's heart. (& we both kno y.. tt b*tch!) but i mus say, even tho we nv realli talked abt it, i was glad tt u were one of e closer frens i had in sch cuz u were alwaes standing by ur own beliefs & not easily shaken. i realli respect u for tt. some of my many theories & beliefs were inspired by u bac in sec sch. keke. i'm happy 2 b still in touch & honoured to share ur life with you. thank u for e wonderful years of friendship & e many to come! *hugs!*

josie-wosie: this girl, as we haf gone thru over & over again, she's e peacemaker, sitting-on-the-fencer, ms neutral, wa e list goes on. haha. lately we haf a new nick for her, the baby of the grp! haha.. ironic cuz she's older than all of us. well, in sec sch i nv realli admired these traits. i'm of a domineering character & i alwaes believe in having ur own stands knowing wat u want. so i alwaes felt tt this girl ar, cannot make up her mind, cannot tell right from wrong, jus blindly follow. haha.. but i guess she had e makings of someone who cud b calm & composed in handling matters, listening to all sides of e story yet stay out of trouble & remain focused on solving e problem. tt is something i believe not all can do with a clear head. our grp can nv do without u cuz u r e "gel" and "glue" of this grp. she wud make a great team member but i think i make a better leader. haha..! *hugs!*

nana: xiao4 hua1, mei3 nu3, chio bu, dunno wat else ppl call her. haha. forever e most outstanding among us cuz of her flawless & fair complexion & tt signature long-flowing hair. keke.. well, i guess u can say she's e typical kind of person guys wud describe as a dream girl! so having a reputation like tt, it is hard to avoid competition & misunderstandings caused by jealousy. gotta admit, it's hard to fight off stuff like tt (girls, we gotta defend our fren!). throughout our yrs of frenship, there has been untrue & sometimes unfair statements made abt her & these things sometimes shook my trust in her. but somehow.. after many fights & quarrels between us, we emerged as champions of our friendship! guess our grp bonding is so strong nothing can jeopardize it at e end of e day. all of us have been childish but i am certain now we all kno clearly wat each of us are like in our hearts & if anything happens, we will alwaes defend each other fiercely. =) wa lao, this is one hell of a friendship tt has gone thru all tests (including distance..? =P) ok la nana, let's get married! haha.. *hugs!*

3sa: maybe i shud write this in a complete new entry cuz 3sa & i haf a life-story tgt! let's see, we were classmates since pri 3, spent 1 year apart in sec 1, reunited in sec 2 & all e way to sec 5. she's is a long time fren of mine tt realli dates back! haha.. she has been my soulmate when i need someone to talk to, my sister when i hated mine, my tissue paper when i cried, my crutch when i was weak in e knee, my brain when it ran out of juices & most importantly, the friend indeed when i needed. she may seem a bit blur & silly but e advice she give me are golden. she is smarter than she thinks & i suspect she doesn't kno it. 3sa says all e right things at e right time & i realli love her for tt. she knows when to praise me & when to tell me i'm wrong & when to jus keep quiet. i dun think i can find another person who knows me inside out. she is one of the most precious thing i possess, tgt with my i-pod, my hp, my.. er.. hahaha.. babe, i've said this a million times, i'll say it again & again even if u r sick of it, i will still say it: i love u!!!

tash: this has been an effortless friendship, meaning we nv put in much effort but we alwaes maintain a great friendship. haha. in pri sch, tash has alwaes been e cool one, i'm alwaes the nerdy one. but even so, she nv bullied me even tho i was a nerd, in fact, she talks to me like i'm cool as well. hee. (to a nerd, tt meant something k! haha..) if u think abt it, it's miraculous we r still in touch despite all ur disappearing acts! u've gone away to US.. & back. then to somewhere in aussie called virginia.. & back. & soon to aussie again!!! =P rem how we communicated when u were in US?? i sent u tapes like felicity!!! haha.. & lots of letters.. i dunno why we didn't jus email back then, it was not tt ulu! u kno, i was probably e saddest person when u had to leave in sec 3. cuz it was such a bad time for me.. i remember cat & cheryl wanted to get justin's frens to beat me up cuz i asked nana to break up with justin?? haha.. & i'll alwaes remember how u came to my aid & got me out of e confrontation. tasha.. is like my refuge.. she gives me shelter every time i need it.. & will only say e nicest things to make me feel good. i haf nv heard her say anything discouraging b4.. fabulous to have a positive day with. we didn't plan but we alwaes seem to share e most down periods of our lives tgt.. remember our "triple 9" episode with "james lye" & "wong lilin"? haha.. wat abt rejoicing over failing sec 1 exams & ending up in e same class in sec 2? man.. we alwaes had each other for support in our down times bac in IJ.. maybe we're jus suay tgt. hahah.. thank u for not giving up on this friendship, let's both try to put in more effort ok? much love!!! *hugs!*

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