Tuesday, September 13, 2005

:: Human Life Buoys ::

the ppl u least expect will alwaes pop out at the weirdest time.. as u can tell from my previous entry, i was realli upset yday.. up till when i was on my way home, tears welled up a few times. when i was abt half an hour away from home, i got a call from a fren tt existed a long time ago, abt 2 years plus..? i mean we still saw each other in sch & all.. but talk?? long time ago man. So i was realli quite surprised tt she called. I even thot, "maybe she needs something from me" cuz it has realli been too long to "catch up".

So anywaes, i saw her missed call so i called her back. she sounded chirpy on e other side, it was nice to hear her voice again. so we talked (so she realli did wanted to catch up) for quite a bit.. abt an hour.. all e way till i got home & plunged into my bed to talk to her. unexpectedly, it was her tt realli made me feel better. i told her abt e woes of my relationship & she did too. & once again, someone made me see tt it is all e same. BOYS or MEN alike, they are all e same. I am definitely not alone. In fact, i'm not even e worst one yet. so.. ya, i am feeling a tad bit better today. but i kno tt feeling tt bugged me yday will come again.

i solve my problems by gg thru frens i trust & ppl i look up to. at times like these, wat they say is crucial. If someone tells me i shud break things off with him & substantiates with good reasons, i will most probably do so (99%). If e person i choose to talk to tt day tells me, "this is normal.. things will get better dun worry", chances are my mood will change for e better after tt & honestly believe things r gonna get better.. call me silly.. but this works for me. =)

Coincidentally i spoke to 2 Mels in 2 days. So, thanks a lot, mel t, u saved my life yday. & thank u to Mel N, for saving my life on Sunday so i cud sleep in peace!

*hugs all!*

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