:: My Drama-Rama Mind ::

:: life's a bitch ::

when one gets down on his luck, one gets real down on his luck.

i wud say.. compared to my peers, i'm far more financially burdened than they are. more than half of my pay i do not spend on myself. (the controlling part is realli NOT easy!) every time i want to take a day off work, i think twice, thrice. dun think i can afford to. my job is the thing tt keeps me happy these days (apart from its functions) cuz it satisfies my finances quite comfortably.

so wat happens if one day i lose my job? or if my mother falls ill and needs an op? or if my brother doesn't work but someone still needs to pay for him? or if my sister suddenly decides to take off and jus leave everything to me?

wat if the above happened all at the same time?

wat if, at this moment, it were all true and not "if-s"?

i think.. maybe.. it will b best you leave me alone.

i also concluded, compared to my peers, i haf far more stress and added responsibilities that i will nv b able to explain to them unless they go thru it as well.

wat do u kno, end of the day, it's as the saying goes, "every man for themselves".

this world is a sad sad place.

posted by Mrs. Lee @ 11:29 AM