:: karen & kelly ::
my sister & i haf a love-hate relationship. she hates e way i behave & handle matters, i hate the way she behaves & handle matters. We haf been fighting (verbally & physically) since the day we knew of each other's existance. we nv back each other up when someone elses picks on either of us. we are not the friendliest pair of sisters u kno, nor r we e most helpful to each other. we r only 2 yrs apart yet it feels like one was from the Tang Dynasty & one from King Arthur's time.Ironically, when trouble brews within the family, my sis & i will get tgt automatically to solve e problem. When she is emotionally disturbed, she turns to me for advice, when she is choosing a career path, she calls me for comments. When i am in doubt of an impt decision, i look for my sister desperately to seek her opinion, when i am upset over relationship woes, i talk to my siser.
however, my sister is alwaes e one who gets me out of trouble, my life saviour. when i failed my O's, she was e only person who went ard gathering information for me as to where i can progress from there. When i graduated from ITE, she accompanied me to polys to get a place & even visited the MP with me. When i got chosen for a competition & was posted to TW, she paid for all e things i needed & gave me money to go.
other than tt, every other day we get on each other's nerves. isn't it weird? she was alwaes the one i knew i cud depend on, even tho we nv realli got along. when something major happens in her life, she alwaes made sure i knew.
In a way, i realli respect & look up to my sister cuz she got her life pretty much in her control. she's only 25. it is her positive & confident attitude tt gets her to plcs but also the same attitude tt lands her in bad books of ppl. her sense of responsibility has kept her out of trouble & thus, she has nv taken a fall in life.
i wonder if things wud b e same if we were frens & not sisters. wateva it is, my sister is an impt person in my life, even tho she is not e nicest & we take each other for granted. :P but.. i guess i love her all the same. :)
posted by Mrs. Lee @ 1:33 PM
1 Comments:
I believe I have never read this part of your blog before...to discover this 3 years later is quite something! i wonder if you still feel the same about me 3 years on because we just get into more fights, more intense quarrels, and now not living together anymore.
It is rather queer, how we still get into quarrels though we do not meet as much anymore. Nonetheless, thanks for liking me as a sister in some ways, and disliking me in other ways because that's exactly how I feel! Frankly I cannot remember myself accompanying you at those trying times but i appreciate that you did. because sometimes i feel that I never do enough. And now i feel less positive, less confident and many times feel very unsure of all the decisions I make. Through these years I learnt that many things are beyond our control. We just have to hold on tight, bite the bullet and move on. I am glad we made it through somehow and we held on to one another riding through the storms. Like I'd always say, "Things can only get better after we have hit rock-bottom, and it WILL Get Better!"
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