:: the tranquility b4 the storm? ::
it's time to take a step back. and jus relax. maybe it realli isn't abt me anymore.funny thing is, lately i've been very cool abt all the things tt will usually make me blow my top. way too cool. i think something's wrong. (now u kno why my blog is titled "My Drama-Rama Mind"!)
i am no longer getting angry.. no longer getting irritated.. i jus.. accept it. get upset abt it, and move on. is this healthy? am i like this cuz i realli wanna do something for him or tt i jus cannot b bothered anymore? in the sense tt i dun wanna quarrel no more and the only way to do tt is to not talk, not make comments, basically not make an issue out of anything. it honestly does not seem right to me, even tho on the surface, everything seems fine.
one thing for sure, he seems happier this way. maybe now i finally get a taste of wat he went thru for the past 3 years. of not getting things his way.
and eventually, he broke down, cud not do it no more, wud not take it no more.
i want to make this work, but it seems too difficult. yet giving up is not an opion. one of the things i hate most, wait and see.
we jus haf to wait and see.
posted by Mrs. Lee @ 12:07 PM
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