:: finally ::
wat realli happens when 2 persons get tgt? do we both adopt the same beliefs? or do we try to b receptive of each's opinions? are these realli problems or does it surface in every relationship after a while? if i am asked to abandon to my principles so as to b with the one i love.. will tt b right..? but the true question is.. will i realli b happy?jus like i haf asked him to abandon the thing tt means the most to him, he is asking the same of me. from wat i understand now, being with someone means becoming a totally different person? it is true, 2 persons staying tgt.. it shud result in making each other becoming better persons. in my way, i thot i was making him a better person. but in his, i was changing him. and to him, my perceptions were wrong since they are different form his. i was only trying to make myself happy, maybe i haf been selfish. maybe i dunno wat it takes to b in a relationship at all.
i haf alwaes knew of our differences. it has alwaes, to me, been the biggest barrier from moving forward. but slowly, i've learnt to accept them and tt it is a part of being in someone else's life. jus when i am prepared to take the leap, i am getting signals tt he is giving up. how am i supposed to take tt?
call me a coward, but i am realli afraid of the hurt tt comes with it.. so.. i am slowly walking away.. i hope it wun hit me too bad.
life is so unpredictable. the one thing i thot i wud surely b able to hold on to.. is slipping away.. wat more do i haf to trust in life?
c'est la vie. come on, let's get it over and done with.
posted by Mrs. Lee @ 12:48 PM
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