:: it's my party & i'll cry if i want to! ::
i haf a crazy idea. i want a big party! whereby every single person i kno will b there! with their friends, & friends of friends, & friends of friends of friends!thing is.. big parties are intimidating. no doubt it will b fun but i'm jus afraid i wun b able to handle tt many ppl coming with gd wishes on my bdae. i want everyone to haf fun & not feel left out. but how do i do tt?
my mood swings like a insane pendulum & changes faster than a runway model. one minit i am thinking of holding a major party & e very nex i find myself opting for a quiet celebration.. even i can't stand myself sometimes.. how ar.. seriously dunno wat to do for my bdae this yr.. i wud love to club.. get all my frens to come.. but i dun realli fanci e idea of playing host. wonder wat illness is this tt i haf!
ideally, i wud love to spend it alone with my baby.. but there's alwaes sunday to do tt wat... moreover my guy nv realli believed in celebrating on the 12 o'clock mark. so it'll realli b a waste spending the eve of my bdae with him.
ok, conclusion, i will do both e party & the quiet moment with my baby! YEA!
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